rihanna - hatin on the club

now this'd be the last time
you did me wrong
no more laying up in your arms
no calling, saying you want me back
i'm packing my bags,
what you think about that?

i stayed at home like a good girl do
but, tonight, baby, you got me sad and blue
i just heard 'bout the girl in your car
y'all kissing at the bar
got me cry,

u got me hatin on the club
coz u took my love
oh, you took my love
now u got me like, oh,
u got me hatin on the club
coz u took my love
why you have to take my love

and you can be mad at me all you want
i ain't coming in,
i'm waiting out front
coming out the door
with your girlfriend
u did me wrong
now tell me where our love went

now this is the sound of a broken heart
there's only one reason we're apart
you should never would've made it in you car
if it wasn't for the club,
i'd still have my love
i'd still have my love
we would til have us
i still have my love
we would still have us...


this song is for an ex-boyfriend... we fell apart coz of the club...

a mere fantasy...

he's going back today... he sent me a message, saying, "bye, cokolet. i'm leaving now, take care of yourself..." i replied with equal humor, "smell ya later, albino. take care n have a safe trip..."

what really hit me is that nauseating feeling of butterflies in my stomach... i am in denial. DENIAL!! although i may be able to forget him for a while, but, time and time again, there'll be a fleeting moment when my thoughts would go to him, and...

i dont want him to forget me, i dont want to let him go, i dont want to say goodbye... but... i have to... i must... there's a pull between us, i know. but like me, he's resisting it and in denial. because we must, we have to... i sound so pathetic here... hahahah!! so, albino... here's to you... goodbye, and take care of yourself... come for me, come home to me, when you've found yourself and what you needed....

rantings

i am soooooooooo EXCITED!! cant wait for gawai 2 cum... why? coz, we're vacationing in ths superbo hotel.... muz hav cost like, an LED tv... i knw, my parents can be mad sometimes, but, heck, they're a whole load more fun than monotonous family... andddd... i need a bikini-ready body, ASAP!! huaaaaa~~

btw, tips on glamarama 101, QUICKKK!!!

i'm kinda bored wif my look...i range frm normal look-ish to goth-ish to boy-ish. lady-like is sooooo rare... hehehe... i need something new. i neew something that says... VA-VOOM!! hehehehehehehe... so, help me!..... =) heeeeeee....