he's going back today... he sent me a message, saying, "bye, cokolet. i'm leaving now, take care of yourself..." i replied with equal humor, "smell ya later, albino. take care n have a safe trip..."
what really hit me is that nauseating feeling of butterflies in my stomach... i am in denial. DENIAL!! although i may be able to forget him for a while, but, time and time again, there'll be a fleeting moment when my thoughts would go to him, and...
i dont want him to forget me, i dont want to let him go, i dont want to say goodbye... but... i have to... i must... there's a pull between us, i know. but like me, he's resisting it and in denial. because we must, we have to... i sound so pathetic here... hahahah!! so, albino... here's to you... goodbye, and take care of yourself... come for me, come home to me, when you've found yourself and what you needed....
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